Re-evaluation

I am unhappy with the decisions I have been making lately. I have not been true to myself. I am doing things because they are easy, not because they are right and not because I want to. I know I need to change this, but I am not sure how to start. I am currently in the process of deciding whether or not to transfer schools. I am almost through my Sophomore year and considering attending another school to graduate. I am terrified of making the wrong decision. I am unhappy where I am now, but there is a part of me that feels that it is not my location or the people around me, it is me not doing what I want to do, and doing what I feel is expected by all the wrong people. Usually, when I am unhappy with things in my life, I run. I moved here to get away from what was making me unhappy back home. I need to make changes. I just don't know how to start, and I am terrified... I try to remember that every day is a miracle, and I am blessed with at least one miracle a day, but I am not respecting this and not enjoying it. I am determined to find and be true to myself. <3